I’ll start by saying that, I’m not new to sharing my transition online, actually, in my YouTube channel, you could find so many videos of me sharing special bits of my transition and generally my outtakes on transition as a whole.

Since I run ‘The Fashun Doll’ for a few months already, and the blog’s strong connection to fashion, I decided to ask myself a simple yet very powerful question - how does the world of fashion and art & my passion for it, might connect in a way to some of the parts that define me, such as being a trans individual, for example.

Although I’m not sure if I have a concrete answer to that, still I am sitting here and writing those paragraphs, word by word.

Just now, I feel like reality is hitting. Everything that’s going on in this world for my community is actually nuts, and usually I’m the one to absorb bad news last, I guess it comes from my auto defense mechanism which was created in order to protect my inner child from past traumas.

'But damn, isn’t it crazy? Isn’t it f*ing crazy that some M0t#3R FUC|<3R with an orange spray tan and a botox fac3d sugar baby wife decides to wake up every morning with a brand new 5 yr old pesky declaration and the trans community are the first to get bombed by this unjustified nonsense mighty power of this old man??'

I mean, I know that I might be jumpin’ from one thing to the next, but I just can’t help it because I’m so freak\1n’ mad RN. ANDD I WILL POST THIS REGARDLESS.

-Another thing is that all the world I guess is trying to impress trump so we should all ban trans people from planet earth, yay!-

The UK went cray-cray, isn’t it a completely surprising coincidence?

Now, remember, all of those words are- yes, coming from a trans woman that have had enough, but I’m also an Israeli - which means that my transness isn’t effected at all by the big world’s current blindness towards us, and also trump protects me so I should salute him. Well guess what? Fvck no!!!!! No matter what good things you do, if you must give out the same amount as a bullshit nonsense like hurting already weakened and poor minorities in society - a big f*ck on you !!!!!

Anywhos.. back to my serenity in this world, which is art&fashion. For me i'ts like an addicting pill which I have to take all the time to stay only sane with everything that’s going on. This pill, by the way, is called ‘creation’.

'Through the power of creation, I am able to access exclusive parts of my being, which grants me the tools to cope with this world's madness.' (you've heard it firsthand on The Fashun Doll!!)

So in an embracing hug to my soul, I'd like to affirm to myself, right here, on this blog post, that no matter how far this world goes mad, I am still here, regardless, with the power to create, impact, mold & paint my life as I want to.

Kudos,

your forever IT GRL

Hi dolls! After some time away from blogging, the creative urge has flooded my being - and here I am!

Today, I’d like to share something different, I guess more personal, about myself.

Actually, I’d like to share the story of how fashion and art has helped me since I started my transition to the woman that I am today, to feel better in my own skin, to love myself better through the power of self expression, using those super powerful tools.